Sometimes I feel pain and smile. I smile because its what people expect. It's what they want. When they ask, "How are you today", what they want to hear is "I'm fine", "I'm doing great". They don't want the truth. They don't want to feel bad. They don't want to feel guilty because they feel good and you feel bad.
I'm tired of pity. I'm tired of the sad looks. I'm tired of feeling bad. Tired of hurting. Tired of pain. Tired of rarely hearing from friends. Tired of people not understanding. Tired of hearing people refer to me as their friend yet they show no sign of friendship.
I'm just tired of it all.
Blessed to have a great husband, great children, great mom.